I am an attention seeker.
Imagine a heat seeker but replace it with the emotion.
The emotion of being seen, wanted - enjoyed.
Not tolerated, not being a handy toy.
I want to be obsessed over, fussed over and smothered with love.
I know it's my fault that I never get this cos half of the time I don't like myself so why would anyone do that for me.
But wishful thinking will always be there.
With a speck of hope that my imaginations come through.