NEVER HAVE I EVER HAD A TRUE BESTIE.

The subject of friendship has always been touchy, mostly because I feel I haven’t truly experienced it in every sense of the word.

The real reason is that I could never really give into the concept; the absolute trust, deep connection with a person, being able to say whatever and being your genuine self.

In truth, I may never experience it and or be able to fully give into the idea of having a best-friend.

In my early teenage years, I fooled myself into thinking I had best friends but getting older and a lot more introspective, I understood that it was one-sided. I could never say everything on my mind around them so it was false. I was a good listener though and I still am, if that could be a bonus. We all drifted apart and years later my heart still aches at the thought, the thought of never having it all

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