in the chaos you feel a lot like peace,

drowning out the noise in my head, creating magical stills.

a whole lot of fun and a whole lot of laughter,

the happiness is genuine and exists even moments after.

i see you look at me in a way no one else does,

it feels terrifying, your gaze intense like a thousand splendid suns.

would you be here when the days don't make sense, when everything seems heavy

and my body feels tense ?

i want to be okay with letting you in but how do i know you're for me ?

just like seasons change so do people and i don't want to be left picking up the pieces

all alone with a bottle on the beach.